i guess finally i have met my match. someone who has gotten me yet who doesn't really adore me. that sucks. all this while men have fallen for me, without even giving them the time of day, and are ready to serve me hand and foot. i guess i am a wee bit too used to that.
now the guy goes off clubbing without even telling me bout it. he doesnt call or initiate sms. i want to dump him but we aren't even together yet.
should have known it. wrong choice and definitely too young. prob only wants to get into my pants. youngsters, that is usually wat they are all after anyways.
sigh. ashraf also another one. so in love and wants everything but not marriage. am i a cheap toy to toss to and fro for the sheer convenience and pleasure of it?
had it with both men.
sigh. then once again, i look to God in remorse, for i had not waited for him. he who will provide, the perfect husband who will satisfy me in every way. as always, i have been too impatient. this will be another zachary.
fulfill me o God that i will not look to another but will always remain in u.
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