unhappy camper...

I have always learned to love what I do.
From outdoor sports, to reading and studying, to work.
But today, I feel at a loss. I hate being forced to do something just because the authoritarian wants to make you suffer.
I hate having to peel myself away from my home and family early in the morning, not because my duty calls for it, but the boss wants us to. Not for rounds, God forbid he should be there that time of the morning, but for the sake of it.
If I were in any other occupation, or even department, I would have been able to go home earlier. The fact that i clock in early, and work through lunch, should mean I do more hours than I should. But no… We can't be harsh to Housemen, but we can stomp on our medical officers.
I feel that injustice has been done today. Especially to the people who are competent and passionate about their job.
This has just drained every ooze of passion from me.
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